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bienvenue 2010!

this will be like the-end-of-year / the-beginning-of-newyear post.

nothing exciting. nothing exhilirating.
ended with neither kick ass celebration nor something with a bang or manic way!
where i was actually sitting and committing myself with nothing like i am.

2009,
you've changed me. yes. people changes.
all i know is i've changed a lot. physically, mentally,emotionally.
twas undeniably a rollercoaster year for me. some of those ups and downs.
last year was me so often falling apart for inexplicable reasons.
where i've been criticized deeply cynically satirically.
it did brought me down and i'm suffering of an assholic behaviour
and i dont know where it came from but it didnt prolong for a long period.
i've learned a lot. i've ditched fcukloads of my bad but somehow i've gained another .

but hey, 2009 ain't such a bad year after all.
i slowly learning myself and other people.
i've becoming wiser i assumed.
most of all, i found my kekasih hati. =)

2010,
i dont expect much from you.
maybe a new muse, new outlook on life
and of course will be more new stories to be shared here.

happy new year all.